Happy new year!:-D

Thank you a lot to mr and mrs teo for everything, even invited us to ur house and made cake and jelly for us. It is now 2010, a new year... Keep the memories you have in 2009 in ur heart forever and throw and forget those bad memories and move on to a new chapter of ur life, 2010. I wish everyone better studies, better business and better in everything in a new year, may everything be successful in 2010:-D My new year resolution is to bring a smile to everyone and anyone always. Next below are individual messages to individual ppl and groups, theres really a lot so if i miss out anyone or any group am really sorry ya:-D Only the 1st one is according to rank, others isnt ya so do not misunderstood.

YOU (infinite amount of ♥♥♥): Hope you won't be angry, but would like to take this chance to tell you, i still love you and i am still waiting... rmb this > :-D

Chris kor: thank you for everything throughout the year, though there are a lot of fights but we are still brothers, with blood relationship, and always brothers forever, love you♥♥♥

Grace jie: Put up a smile for a little while, your the one who was there when i needed someone to talk to, thank you. Don't think too much about that anymore, may you get super good results in your O levels, love you jie♥♥♥

Nicole mei: The one whom i was with in the same school since p1 and been close to since p4 and next year going to be in the same class as you once again, really looking forward to it, i will always be your kor and always be there for you when you need me, love you mei♥♥♥

Chuting mei: Thanks for the accompanying all the time and everything that you made me up. Messaging till very late at night also made our relationship closer, may your studies be better next year, anything come ask kor, will always be there for you, love you mei♥♥♥

Caralyn mei: I don't know why even if we do not talk that much to each other, my relationship with you seems as close as compared to other gans too, work hard on your studies, kor will be cheering for you, love you mei♥♥♥

Shirlyn niece: I don't know why you so like to call me uncle sissy but erm i don't mind, just that can don't call me that when there is a lot of people around? Hahas, love you too♥♥

Jerald niece: Stop being that whatever gay boy wonder thing, be a real man!

Jingxuan niece: Thanks for everything that you brought to me, you are one of the closest niece i have, work hard on your studies next year wor, make sure if you have stead it doesn't affect your studies ah, love you♥♥

Anis mei: Sadly we are not in the same class next year, but thanks for all the comfort that you have given me throughout the years, but also remember to work hard on your studies and kor will always be there for you, love you♥♥♥

Si dang middle group: You guys should know who you are lah , don't need me to name out, almost all of us will be in the same class next year, so let's work hard on the studies together and strive and rulez and rockz the O levels during our year. Thanks for everything you guys have made a changed on me(positive change), shared jokes and laughters together and have fun together. Hope this si dang will never break,friends forever, love all of you♥♥♥

Student council: May all the coming events like the orientation camp on 2010 be a super duper successful one and may you guys be happy in the council:-D love you guys!!!♥♥

Table tennis- phss: Lets at least bring back a third placing back on the coming competition together!

Fernvale pri sch: Wish all students good in their studies forever and esp the tennis team to make the school proud and hope the prefectorial board will wake up and thanks to all the teachers who taught me when i was in pri sch:-D

Class 2E1'09: You guys really rockz man, thanks for everything and changes you made on me. Though there were fights and quarrels at times but it always goes back to a point whereby we are friends again. Remember to still keep in contact THIS year and never break the link between our hearts. Remember, once a 2e1-rian, always a 2e1-rian. Loves you guys soooooo much! May all your wishes come true:-D♥♥♥

Happy birthday nicolez

Happy bday to nicole, finally 14 huh. hehes hope you like the cake. Had a hard time getting it lolz but nvm, ya juz hope u like it. Today went to school for table tennis session, aft that tot got stapling job to do, in the end mr teh say no more lolz. nvm. Then went to eat at cp with the accompany of nic and anis, thx a lot ya, then got 2 unknown ppl come lolz, unknown to me but not to nic lah lolz. Ya then now at home lor... still need do dunno wat food preference thing lolz. Tmr going to mr teo's house, really looking forward to that. Sigh.... Holis is ending and i havent touch my hw yet, that eng hw is really damn difficult, cant even find one lor. And the orientation camp is coming, really excited about it, welcome sec1s kiddos hahas. Anyway, oya congraz to that erm mr tan (jamin) and Miss neo (cherlyn), next year don forget ang pao hor and wish u have a baby soon, but if possible have it in 2 years time lolz. hahas k gotta be busy with work now, cya guys, till then...:-D

Some has found out about it, and i do not mind much though. I only know that i love you and thats that. Even if theres a test to put me into it, i awaits it and will do everything i can to complete it.:-D

merry christmas

MARRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE WHOM I KNOW OF AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Childaid in the air,raise your hands up in the air!!!

LOLz this blog almost went dead aft my 66th post lolz. Ya didnt blog for quiet some time for a few reason. Firstly am really busy with orientation stuff that i didnt slept for 2 nights already, hope will be given the chance to sleep tonight lolz aft my blogging. And okay... The nights at childaid which held at world resort sentosa which was also the first performance at WRS was really great. Everyone i met there were awesome, not forgetting that the volunteers they were so great and fun to get along with. Also got closer with some ppl from phss which previously i know them but we seldom talk till now that we are kinda close alr. All photos can be found in fb but not in my album coz i didnt take any photos, u know... taking photos juz not my style, but being in a photo... hmmm maybe starting that interest? lolz. The performance was really great with lost of talents and when i came back home, i got like so many ppl adding me on fb lolz, instead of the usual case that i will be adding them...thx everyone from childaid and who are involve in it, and esp jie:-D

The insanity of it is really getting deeper coz of wat ronald said ytd when we were doing the ushering duties, wonder if anyone heard it... i hope i wont go crazy loving someone... but that doesnt stop me from loving you:-D

Rotten luck

Juz came back from the class bbq, saw meiying there lolz. She having class chalet there too,same venue same time hahas. And yj that bike was damn shiok, anyw very tired,shall not say much. If u read my fb or twitter u guys would know sigh..... like keep repeating lolz.

1st lost all my phone contacts

2nd lose all my msn contacts......

Anyone who wanna add me back in msn plz do so asap, will greatly appreciate that:-D

tyranitar777@hotmail.com

How i wish...

Having such a rotten mood now... ytd went compass to have meeting regarding the orientation camp, sorry sherry that i was late. After that went back home nothing to do, so whole day was meddling with my hp. sigh... Juz now by right wanted to go with mum to cp, but she ask me not to... so erm ya... still have lots of things to do for tmr's meeting, how i wish they would appreciate all that we have done instead of whining and complaining that the meeting is boring or saying this and that is not well done. We do not need a reward, we only need u guys to appreciate wat we have done for u guys,i have been doing the orientation stuff for almost every single day. And wat do i get in return? Ren yi, this activity is too boring, we wish to include fun activities, we know wat would be fun for the sec1s, but wats the point and wats the use when the teacher does not agree with our proporsal? And for those ppl who are coming for the meeting, if u feel having the meeting is useless, if u feel that way, plz leave the meeting... If ur not serious about it, u can oso leave... And since u guys can argue to well with me about this and that activity is not good, y don u guys argue with the teachers? I am seriously sick and tired of all these nonsense guys, give us a break plz... I am having fever and headache like 24h a day now? Does anyone know about it? I mean is okay to offer suggestions, but plz do not argue with me to put in some activities that u think is fun, if i can put them in, i would longed have put them in already. For those late comers, is not that i want to scold u guys, but if i don scold, can u guys assure that u guys wont be late the next time? And wat if ur assurance isnt kept up? And as leaders, if u urself is already late, how can the sec1s not be late? My head is splitting apart already and u guys are juz coming for the meeting, sitting down there comfortably listening, so plz, put urself in our shoes... Thx for all those who came to me and calmed me down and made me feel better tho my headache is still there lolz...

爱人所在不灵同，

有心有灵找片捅，

盖满花园双肺益，

心有灵犀一电筒。

妙语花香漫长红，

经如水声爱暖窝，

两人私奔开心果，

相依为命攻读难。

sawaticup!pong ci love is great, it involves 2 willing partners. But naturing and maturing love is greater than wat u think at first is love...

ill isnt well

Wow, these few days really arent feeling well, for 3 days slept less than 8h... First cold is coming followed by fever,argh... Today afternoon went to buy a gift for miss neo already, really hope she will like it. Now am still doing sec1 orientation stuff and juz feeling bored so decided to blog. Now listening to yes 933 thro my handphone and i send in a msg and chong qing read it out and guess wat, today is his last day before he go for his 3week holiday, weehee. This is the msg:

"NIGHT hi 1st time sms in,would like to thank all pei hwa sec 2e1 classmates especially form teacher mr teo, you are the best teacher i have ever met, thx for everyone, next year all go sec3 le, look forward to it. 3e1. thx for everything to all my gans,enjoy ur holiday chong qing-ren yi:-D"

I don think any of u guys heard it? nvm bah,till then!

Wat is love without u? i really dunno.a lot of things leads to one thing, a lot of things seems really meaningless without u, it seems as tho a house in which no1 lives in. Does love really exist for everyone?......

Class outing

Yesterday went out with the class to watch 2012 the third time but this time, is a treat from mr teo, met middles at sengkang mrt,sorry was a bit late, then went to meet mr teo. It is becoz of the sun heating up the earth crust causing the replacement of it, thats y the world will be gone by 2012 but whether is it real or not, we will know it by then, juz an advice,if u wanna survive, be a scientist:-DAfter we have finish watching the movie, mr teo treated us to B&J, yum yum is sure taste good, thats the i think my 6th time eating there? thx a lot to mr teo and look at him, chi de jing jing you wei,da kou da kou de chi, delicioooo!
Do not misunderstood, elena is smiling, juz that somehow the camera went a bit sot.
Big big smile from mr teo, becoz he was moving when i took the pic, it appears to be blury.
The middles picture with mr teo, hmmm, this seems complete, it wont be complete without u mr teo:-D
This is the mess created by hillary, elena and jiaqi,sigh...
After that they suggested go find miss neo's gift at compass,when reach compass, other than jon and yj, all others pang se.... u guys wait, will pang se until u all cry. After having KFC, walk around to see some suitable gift tho the price wasnt that suitable. Thank you a lot mr teo, u have make a big difference in us and no matter where u are, u will always be in our hearts. It is not becoz of the treating from him that make him a good teacher, but the care and concern he gave to us, the time he spare to spend with us rather than his wife at times makes him a wonderful teacher. Seriously to find such a teacher nowadays, is really getting harder.

To that someone, u should know who u are, we chatted a little juz now before i came to post, yes time cant be rewind even if u say it out but it can smoothen on its movement. That is only 1 thing inside part of ur life, everyone have to go thro it, the difference is only that others go thro it at different chapters, but isnt these little things in life that make us stronger? There will be no improvement if these things werent existed to happen, this is juz a small obstacle in life, theres a long way more to go, and much more challengers for u to overcome, look ahead and maybe sometimes take a look at ur back to warn urself not to make that mistake again, and yes you got to be strong but we are all humans, we are not gods, u have to overcome it but let us give u a lift. The human civilisation is meant to be helping one another when in need, supporting each other in life, thats hows time can pass.... don think too much:-D

Seaside seashore just places,

lover couples just humans,

flowers presents just objects,

love hugs kisses just rewards,

my feelings for you not just love,

L for loving you

O for on going love

V for very loving

E for everlasting love

Its been long and recently have been dreaming of a lady figure, an elegant lady. Though the face seems blur, but the height of her on my level seems clearer. I am blind to figures and face of you, but let my love bring your face clearer to my sight. Let my love expose the identity of this person whom I am confident that my answer in my heart is right.

WTH!

Today went to amk with my mum to do some stuff walk walk then come back. Was pretty boring but on my way back, i saw this:......:

I was like wth, wat is this shopping trolley doing in the middle of nowhere, worse is there is no shopping market nearby at all. I shall not say where it is but if ur interested, can go and find according to the background? I mean, y are singaporeans like this, sometimes i feel kinda disgrace to be a singaporean too but wat for u take a trolley back home and then somemore throw it in the middle of the pathway? Is so inconsiderate, is it some sorta time to do some reflection and maybe come out with a better idea to prevent this from happening. Tourism is one of our country's biggest income, but wat if tourist sees this? Wat kinda image exactly is singaporeans giving?

Recently some of my friends(more than 3) had some problems with relationship, big problem tho. Let me use this chance to tell other guys, girls are not like this trolley, they are meant to be the items on the trolley which are so precious to u that u will FOREVER take good care of them. Promise is a big word guys, make sure u fulfil it and not break it halfway, the balls grown on u are for a purpose! Dunno y i suddenly feel a bit disgrace to be a man with all other guys doing such things for us to clean up for them!

Feelings and love are meant to be kept long and forever and not breaking of promises, my feelings for u is more than a promise, is something that cant be changed and cannot be described well with words:-D

Tired but not sick

Today went to yishun to pei my parents go see doctor, aft that went back home and then went to amk again for steamboat... Not bad but didnt had enof hahas. Nothing to post today, gonna go sleep soon tmr still have meeting, cya folks!

Its been long, pretty long I guess, 68 days,counted long? To say the truth and fact, i have not given up yet, is becoz i simply cant, is that suppose to be the feeling? Someone ask me, in wat circumstances then u will give her up? i said, when i die. not only the love remains, is still going deeper, i really dunno wat to do but to juz sink together with it. It seems that is out of my control. When i see u, i simply cant say much things out other than changing the subject, all i can do is still changing the subject. I cant help it and cant keep it any longer but to say it out, I Love You (STILL) :-D

Today

Juz went to POSB with mum juz now. ytd came back so late reach home immediately went to sleep was like so tired,in the morning still tio forced to wake up at 6 lolz........ now still super tired. Juz now went to POSB saw 2 kids sitting around 2 seats apart from each other. Suddenly they juz start playing with each other, one is chinese girl, the other is a malay boy. Rmb they are total strangers towards each other but they dare to have the courage to play with each other even tho they were strangers, they were of different races and gender too. I was shock at that time, but aft that while on my way coming home,i keep thinking of something..... Y do they dare to play with each other when they are strangers to each other but some teenagers like us do not even dare to ask others of our age of juz DIRECTIONS? They dare to talk to each other about their home matters but y do some adults don even dare to ask for more( like food) in a hawker centre? Their reason is coz they are strangers but even kids dare to, isnt it disgraceful that singaporeans don dare to do all these asking and communicating with others(most) when our younger generations dare to and other countries adults dare to, singaporeans, is it some sort of a time to do some reflection already?!

PROM NIGHT!

2 very own "Korean" teachers teaching wonder girls song nobody lolz,some clowns behind hahas.

Me and my lovely jie, took this photo when everyone were dancing at the stage?! lolzMy lovely seniors:-D Wish u all be successful in ur future part of ur life,cya at the orientation camp:-D

Indeed the prom night was very fun,well done to all the sec3s councillors who spent so much time planning it and all other councillors who helped out with the decorations and duties. Thank you all very much, the student council is a team, and without every single one of us fulfiling our part as a councillor,it wouldnt be called a council anymore, well done guys! I hope all of us had fun? I had fun dunno y even when putting up the stars and balloons lolz and was a bit scared hahas. Many of my seniors were dressed so well and the alumni youth wing came too, to drag ppl into the alumni -_-lll. After that took a lot of photos with my seniors and rock the whole sch with all the dancing hahas. SOMEONE did SOMETHING lolz, is something that i can say is my first time seeing it, am honoured hahas but shall keep it a secret who and wat thing he/she did:-D Seniors, u guys can always come back to phss to see us, we will miss u! Will see some of my seniors first hand at the orientation camp, cheers!

ouch...

Today went to sch at 1 and help out the seniors on decorating the hall for the prom night. Cut stars,rowed and put tables around and accidentally got 2 cuts,then the senior say guys,becareful,the table has a lot of staples,i was like y didnt they said it juz a bit earlier? hahas no lah no blaming them hehe,luckily no1 found out i got the cut tho... for some reason,i think it will be better if they dunno. Later on juz before i go back home,doreen and casey poured those glitters on me lolz, u all wait tmr ah hahas. Tmr staying in sch to see how the prom night will goes till around 10.30:-D Thats it folks, cya!

Boring Holiday

Today early in the morning got waken up by my dad, say wat must wake up early. zzzzz table tennis training starting at 9,went there in majiam like gonna sleep hahas. Train till 12.30 and thats the last lesson we having with the coach and also our last lesson for nov. Next training on 2nd Dec which a new coach will be coming, a china coach tho,hope not as bad as the wushu coach hahas. Tmr still have publicity talk in the morning,need wake up early again,zzzz. Thats all for today,getting more and more boring tho hahas,cya

Private outing:-D

Today had such a fun outing,tho it was only for a short time but it was seriously great. By right meeting the middles for movie,in the end didnt even see them lolz.K nvm don talka about that.  Went to watch 2012 with mei and niece. At first waited outside for the show to start somemore saw ying there leh(u guys should know who ying is hor?).Lets juz say,u can really feel the heat when ur watching it,some even cried... Is even more scary then a ghost movie but could 2012 really be the end? After watching the movie,i guess it is understood by all that guys, plz really stop the global warming thing,however if it really will happen,theres no way to prevent it,but we can escape from it,really... 2012 can either be the end,or be the start, thats for the human mankind to choose.  Aft that went kbox,tho didnt stay long and didnt hear mei and niece sang a lot of songs,but seriously,both of u really sound very nice,am proud of both of u, but for the pics and the voices of u 2,i shall keep it juz within that room hahas, hao liao bu neng wai chuan mah hahas, well thats all:-D

SIANZ

These few days have been chatting with my mei and spent over 200+ sms which all goes to her lolz. Good to have u as my mei, am proud of u:-D Today morning woke up at 6,dunno y wake up so early for wat,but cant go back to sleep aft that. Went to play game aft that then 10.30 start walking to sch. Sigh... for the sec1 orientation camp lor, the sec1s better jolly well be thankful and be satisfied with wat we planned lolz, camp t-shirt for heads and PAs, HOT PINK hahas,trying to some sort of follow mr teo hehe. Aft that went koufu to ta bao and went to bus-stop to wait for mei. Less than 5sec she arrive ler hahas. Then see her home... Had a good chat with her. Ate my lunch at around 3+ lolz and then felt giddy,then my mum disallowed me to reply msg for a while. Now okay ler and blogging:-D Love everyone

Tired...

Sigh... I think been like 3 or 4 days of intensive training, i also lost count,everywhere also pain... Today win a lot of the pros in the table tennis hahas, tmr theres another session, but before that will have a publicity talk at hougang pri, hope i wont make any silly mistakes, Will miss 2e1...

Results is out

Yesterday went to school to discuss things for the sec1 orientation camp with the heads.  After that went to canteen waited for around 5min then mr teo camp. He read out the results to the whole class and i got into 3e2.  If u ask me if i am happy or not, i would juz say am glad. Glad that i can go into pure sci class, but unhappy coz i really want to get into triple sci class.  I am gonna appeal anyway, tho i know my chances wont be high, but i know at least i try to appeal, theres at least some chance there or maybe am lucky and my appeal may be successful:-D After which those who were from 2e1 and were there almost all went to compass and Mr Teo treated us to bubble tea, we even took a photo together with our drinks and class t.  Well, i seriously hope that the appeal will be successful and i can get into 3e1 with 3a subject combination.  Thx a lot for those who cheered me up, and jia qi, don be sad, u will do juz fine in both 3e1 or 3e2, but remember, middle group will always be together:-D Thx a lot jie, ur always there when i needed someone to hear me out, ur the best! I wish u all the best next year for ur o levels, must work hard wor and i promise u i will work hard too and try my best and excel so that i wont disappoint u:-D Happy birthday to yun and wen too:-D

Photos

Last few photo memories of 2e1 by mr teo: http://picasaweb.google.com/tcy2003/PeiHwaSec2E12009# 

BACK FROM CAMP!!!

Back to posting my dear readers... i juz came back from the camp. It was fun tho coz is another chance to spend time with my 2e1.  However other than the informative talk, i think the others like the stupid long winded lecturing, the wooden plank bed, the small smelly toilet, the lousy food and the wrong venue for the talk were all very unpleasant...  But i think second day was the very best day out of the camp.  Halfway thro a game, guess wat, i saw jie:-D Thx jie, the sight of ur smile really brightens me up. Some of them were like wondering y i suddenly so hyper aft around 4+. Heres the reason, coz i saw my jie, ur like my motivation really... Thx more than a million. Ur the best, forever my jie:-D After that i even met mr teo, he came to visit us at the camp, so touching that he made me cry again.... Really thank you mr teo, ur the best teacher i have ever had... He even treated us to desert hahas but he left soon after. Mr teo so fortunate, his wife is hmmmm, counted not bad, pretty chio but the photo he showed us is 5years ago lolz, now dunno lah. Thx a lot mr teo, u will always remain in my heart, a teacher that i will never forget:-D k thats all for now, gtg treat my wounds le, cya guys

Excited

WOW! am kinda tired now le hahas.  Ran out of energy and congraz cousin yang, congraz on getting married wor... Night before the camp hahas, hope is gonna be fun and i am still packing my stuffs hahas.  Cya guys tmr wor, 2E1 ppl rmb to bring ur class t ah... :-D

Missing my 2e1

Today is really a day i believe i can never forget... Almost everyone cried today, be it in class or when we're at the canteen.  Actually also nothing much to say, the tears can mean a lot already.  But after spending quite some time with the class, really i will miss all of u... Plus my relative juz pass away, my tears seems like a running tap with a spoiled switch...  Anyway, i don want post the vid on youtube coz erm,how to say, this vid only is for our class, so if anyone wants it,juz tell me will send it to u de... still crying now....

2E1

38 hearts, 1 rhythem

sigh...photo tio cut, who want it?

Scared!!!

wow is sunday already.... time really flies. Since this friday was so afraid coz of the promotion day thing,sigh..... I didnt do as well as i expected myself to do since the start of the year tho i really worked really hard for it, i still didnt reach my targets... Many say they envy me becoz my results are all average, no fail at all.  But i am really not happy at all about my results tho they are pretty near to my targets but thats even worse, is juz a few marks away and i cant get to it,sigh.... But still, i really hope i can get into triple sci class, my dreamz class,hope can see u in the same class wor nic mei.  To my jie,only got one jie so no need say the name lah hor? hahas. Dont think about it too much le, i know u keep saying ur alright but really i can sense that ur not, u can talk it out or put it out on me i don mind:-D Be happy! To the vongola family, sigh the name by my kor, can i opt for another name hahas, i gonna say to my vongola family i really love all of u, every single one of u!!! To Chuting, my mei in case some of u still dunno ya, erm don think about it too much,it wont do any help, i will always be cheering for u! To caralyn, also my mei in case u guys still dunno lolz, happy birthday in advance,will be busy in the next few days scared i do not have the time to say happy birthday to u in my post so saying it in advance, stay happy and stop emoing ok, or u will start moulding de hahas,jkjk.  Finally to my kor from vongola family, o level is around the corner, doubt u will see this post but still, all the best for ur o levels, must get good results wor:-D To my erm real "KOR", army fun hor? hahas..... alone at the camp must hao hao zhao gu zi ji wor:-D ur the best, i love you:-D.

Cause have fallen in you ( song for you )

I WANT TO......

Hold you tight
Make you mine
Close but can fly
In my arms
Under the sun
Hidden my heart

YOU READY TO?.....

Take a step
Count to ten
Hand in hand
Create a place
Thats our base (x2)
And thats where a story begins....ohh yeah

Oh love is a beauty
In our sight
Its once in the million
Just like mine
Its a brand new adventure
And you're the creator
So make it last with pleasure(theres no pressure)
And i dare to say i treasure
I measure, cause
You're the best in my heart
You're someone i can't lose
You're someone i care about
Cause deep inside....
You're the one i'm lovin about

Cause you have the view
You have the smile
That can bright me up
That can make me smile...
With no worries
I will walk with you
More than a million miles
And make the memories pile........

If i close my eyes
Your face will rise
In the middle of the night
You have the time
To decide
Just don't use dice
And it will be fine
Cause i've fallen in love with you die




Last sentence (Cause i've fallen in love with you die) means willing to sacrifice even with my life

END

HURRAY!!! Exams are finally over and Mr Teo still give us assignment, but this hw is pretty easy to do i guess, and that is rest well hahas. Although the tough period is over, but i think i will not do well for my subjects, i mean not all but majority of them coz i think that this time the exam is really pretty tough. O well, since theres already nothing i can do to it anymore, might as well not think about it. Okay, gonna end it here since i will have to burn my hearts down to throat tmr, hahas! :-D


To the person i love: Still love you a lot.......hope u do well in ur exams :-D
To my family: Exam is over, don broad over it too much, rest well :-D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAQI!

Mooncake festival 2009

My singing sucks i know hahas. They sound really nice.......

Ren yi, Nicole,Jing xuan,Chu ting and Amos singing song during MoonCake Festival

Special thx to Amos for recording :-D

A Pause

wow, juz got back sci paper, 34 1/2 out of 40, position 7 in class.  How i wish this position is the overall position for EOY.  Just got a family and they have always been beside me, thanks to you guys a lot for everything.  Not forgetting that i even have some cute nephews hahas.  Anyway since the EOY is coming, i will have to really go into revising.  I will stop posting till after the EOY has ended, so till then, CYA!

A Pause

Hari Raya

Today's Hari raya, wish all my muslim friends a very good selamat hari raya aidilfitri, thx Anis for teaching me how to spell the last word lolz.

I RULE

I know that this is true.....

http://www.lovecalculator.com/love.php?name1=Toh+Le+Ern&name2=Phee+Ren+Yi 

Phobia, scared of.....

As time pass, some people would say it would heal the wounds, but i dont have wounds, is juz that i have grown some phobia out....

1. Scared to make you angry

2. Scared to make you sad

3. Scared to forget ur important dates

4. Scared of wat i did u wont like it

5. Scared of you not smiling

6. Scared that you dont like my jokes

7. Scared to tire you out

8. Scared of not abling to see you everyday

9. Scared you wont reply my msg

10. Scared of you asking why becoz sometimes, is really hard to find a reason to meet u, coz i juz wanna meet you coz i miss you, no other reasons at all

Surprise

Cant believe that for yesterday's surprise, it took me around 1month to plan, to buy, to think and to everything lolz.  Really, that such small thing actually took so much trouble but surprise that i think that its worth it.  All the hard work and everything that requires every single beads of my sweat was worth it.  I really hope u like it so my hard work will be paid off.  Really hope to see you wear the surprise :-D 

在心底从此永远有个你

很想对你说
我真的好想你
好想见到你
因为在我心里永远有个你
在最柔软的地方
在最温润的空隙
一直深深的想着你
珍藏着你
在我心中
你就像天空中那朵飘逸的白云
缓缓地飘过我头顶
好象树林中那阵柔弱的清风
轻轻地拂过我脸迹
犹如山谷间那股甜美的甘泉
悄悄地流进我心里


很想对你说
我真的好喜欢你
好想陪伴你
因为你一直都在我心里
在最温暖的港湾
在最圣洁的土地
一直静静的喜欢你
关心你
在我心中
你就像一个美丽的天使
我愿化做夜晚的星星陪伴你
与你分享开心时的快乐与喜悦
与你分担伤心时的痛苦与哭泣


很想对你说
我真的好爱你
好想了解你
因为我从不曾忘记你
在最温馨的角落
在最神圣的净地
在我心中
你就像失落的孤雁
内心中充满秘密与忧郁
我愿化作黑夜里的那只飞蛾
在漆黑的夜里
静静的偷窥你的心声与秘密
倾听你忧郁时的心语与焦滤

很想对你说
……
想说的话语已不能言明
愿把我最美好的祝福送给你

NOTE NOTE NOTE

Ermzz, i notice u guys really like to suan ppl leh, as if dont suan ppl u guys will die like that.  But nvm, am too used to it.  However if u guys wanna suan someone leh, plz if u want, shoot all the arrows to me.  I am saying this becoz i notice she also got some arrows onto her.  If u guys die die must suan someone, suan me then, there is simply no need to suan her.  If i still see anyone trying to suan her, that person will get it from me.  I am capable of doing anything when i am crazy, and u guys are already pushing me to that state, u either stop or u will get double back.  Purpose of posting on the blog is to let my close friends know and thats all.  But seems like the whole council plus maybe at least 50% of the sec 2s already knows, k fine, but no matter wat, is not meant for u guys to suan her! Plz, i dont wanna see anymore of such cases...

Sec 1 orientation

The sec 1 orientation will be next year, however, we do not even know how many sec 1 classes are there and we are already planning for it.  Sort of a bit kiasu lah! But still hope next year's sec 1 orientation camp will be an interesting one, how i wish milo wont slack this time...

To the person i LOVE (don't worry, the song came from me, plz do not copy tho)[inspiration of the song name came from somewhere,started only with it]

想见你因为我爱你

verse 1

第一次见你，

(di yi zi jian ni,)

天上下着小雨，

(tian shang xia zhe xiao yu)

你站在雨里，

(ni zhan zai yu li)

眼神有多迷离。

(yan shen you duo mi li)

第二次见你，

(di er ci jian ni)

是否上天注定，

(shi fou shang tian zhu ding)

寂寞的眼里就有了一个你，

(ji mo de yan li jiu you le yi ge ni)

深夜里有你的气息，

(shen ye li you ni de qi xi)

陪着我聆听爱的声音。

(pei zhe wo ling ting ai de sheng yin)

Chorus

因为爱上你，

(ying wei ai shang ni)

世界变得美丽，

(shi jie bian de mei li)

只有你，

(zhi you ni)

才能让我爱上你。。。

(cai neng rang wo ai shang ni)

因为深爱你，

(yin wei shen ai ni)

才会那么努力，

(cai hui ne me nu li)

知道有一天，

(zhi dao you yi tian)

我们会相爱的。

(wo men hui xiang ai di)

verse 2

第三次见你，

(di san ci jian ni)

我真的爱上你，

(wo zhen de ai shang ni)

你的脸，

(ni de lian)

经客在我心里。。。

(jing ke zai wo xin li)

那天又见你，

(na tian you jian ni)

但一点也不腻，

(dan yi dian ye bu ni)

我还是，

(wo hai shi)

深深的爱着你。。。

(shen shen de ai zhe ni)

Chorus

因为爱上你，

(ying wei ai shang ni)

世界变得美丽，

(shi jie bian de mei li)

只有你，

(zhi you ni)

才能让我爱上你。。。

(cai neng rang wo ai shang ni)

因为深爱你，

(yin wei shen ai ni)

才会那么努力，

(cai hui ne me nu li)

知道有一天，

(zhi dao you yi tian)

我们会相爱的。

(wo men hui xiang ai di)

Final verse

自从爱上你，

(zi chong ai shang ni)

我学会了珍惜，

(wo xue hui le zhen xi)

每一天日记都写满了甜蜜

(mei yi tian ri ji dou xie man le tian mi)

因为想见你，

(yin wei xiang jian ni)

我每天都可以，

(wo mei tian dou ke yi)

对着镜子说我多爱你，

(dui zhe jing zi shuo wo duo ai ni)

有多想见到你。。。

(you duo xiang jian dao ni)

我爱你，

(wo ai ni)

这是命中注定。。。

(zhe shi ming zhong zhu ding)

NOTICE TO EVERYONE: IF U WANNA COMMENT THIS SONG, PLZ TELL ME PERSONALLY.  DO NOT ANYHOW SPEAK AT MY TAGBOX, OR ELSE I WOULD REMOVE IT OR EVEN PRIVATE MY BLOG.

Nothing without you

Today went to expo hall 6 for the food paradise with my family.  Sigh......can enter, but took a very hard time to exit.  There are so many variety of food in there, all seemed so delicious but none were nice to be without you by my side.  Its juz like a pair of eyes without eye balls, the pair of eyes is totally useless.  As the days pass, the more and more i fell deeper in love with u, the more i feel that i cannot do without you.  Your juz like the key to the locker, without the key, the contents of the locker can never be seen.  I have had this dream all along since feb and the view is getting clearer and clearer...In the dream, i could always see a young beautiful girl who really attracts my attention.  However, i dunno y she is always scolding me and looking at me fiercely.  But as wat most says, wat u have in ur dream is directly opposite of wats in the reality.  Meaning this girl is smiling at me, is laughing at me?  The view is getting clearer and clearer and is looking more and more like you, hope that i can see the full view someday....... I Love you

Boring Boring Day

Today super boring, went out with my parents in the morning.  Then came back home was doing council stuff the whole time until late at night, sch work haven't even touch yet, sigh........  But no matter how boring the day is, i still love you!  :-D

Bad Bad Bad Day

Sigh....... Today tho i have history extra lesson in sch at 9, sadly, was awaken by my parents all the way at 6,zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, very sleepy...........  After history lesson, i went to help jiamin and doreen video take their oral presentation project.  Doreen sound like a crow and jiamin's mouth looked like the chicken backside, lolz. Doreen keeps saying the wrong things and then jiamin, talk as tho shes having a competition with the machine gun to see who can produce sound alternatively faster lolz.  Becoz of that, we dunno NG how many times i also lost count and when editing also pretty sueh, halfway thro importing ran out of battery, hahas.  However, no matter how bad the day is, i still love you!

Also love

Puntuality towards all meetings                                                                                                                       Aspirative towards goals                                                                                                                                   True towards ur feelings and everything you say                                                                                       Integrity towards all words i say to you                                                                                                         Eager towards everything about you                                                                                                             Not even half a look on other girls                                                                                                                   Choice towards you is always true                                                                                                                 Entirely listens to you

Vowation

Vows and promises that i would give you and only you, my loved Le Ern. Vow and promise are really big words if you look at them from a serious angle, something really bad will really happen to you if you do not hold up to it. I had never have the courage to vow or promise on anything to anyone until the second, the minute, the hour, the day, the week, the month, the year and the decade that i first met you, the courage mustered up and these are only for you, Le Ern:

1)Patience towards anything u do
2)Would not even bother to take a look at another girl
3)100% of care and concern for you in which i don't even think my parents will even get
4)100% tolerance to anything you do
5)You would win anything as long as your reasonable(trust that ur reasonable tho)
6)Protect you at all cost even if it requires my life
7)Make sure you do not get bullied
8)Never forget any important dates like some would
9)Love you wholeheartedly
10) I will always be yours

(if i miss anything out, u name it, i give it)

Love

If miracles really do occur in this world, i might as well pray hard for everything and wait for the miracle to occur. However, things do not always go according to wat we plan and wat we want, we juz got to play the roles we were asked to play. In this world, depending on wat kinda god u believe in, they are the king and director of the movie, we are juz the actors inside who have totally no say about the movie at all other than we are the one who gets the fame, however, we humans usually would of coz fight for the rights of the best role inside the movie or even the lead actor or actress. Fortunately, we actors also has a little right, which is in a love show, we can choose who our other partner is which we would give all our love to her.......... this is specially for u, Le Ern:

Lovely ( wonderful lady)
Elegant ( beautiful)
Energetic ( endless amount of energy to keep others happy)
Reader( understands others)
Naggy ( care and concern about others)


If i can give up without any pain, i would have done so
If i can do nothing and see you get harm, i would not get the harm too
If i can stop wat i am doing and let you be, then i am not a human but a bee
If i do not care about you, then i would not feel the sorrow out of the sweat honeydew


Even if i am given a second chance, a second life thro my spiral life to a next chapter of the movie, i would still choose you as my partner, a lifetime partner that i would not regret. If time really can show everything, if time can improve things, i would wait. If patience can lure miracle out, for you, i would boost my patience for that miracle. I suddenly believe in miracle becoz of you, do not disappoint me!

Table tennis updates

Yes, now at the table tennis competition venue, now taking a break before my mix doubles match, currently singles and doubles both i got into the next round, hope i can do the same for mix doubles too!

Still Love

Today didnt slept at all, i was doing something throuhout the whole night! Getting lesser and lesser energy and dark rings getting darker and darker. However, i wasn't at all surprised when i realised i wasn't a little tired at all. Instead, i find all the things i did worth while and i didnt waste my time, maybe becoz is the thing i did during the night without sleeping. I am still doing the same thing over and over again without stopping a single minute and i am not at all bored of it! The more i do it, the more interesting it becomes, i know this sounds sick or maybe seems obscene but don't worry, is not at all, plz do not think in the wrong direction. The love simply juz fell deeper and it cannot be controlled at all!

EMO

Plz, my life is too plain without you my love.  There is no meaning in living without you.  Today whenever i sms you regarding our relationship, i always did not get a reply back.  I know u need time to think about it, but plz at least reply me, i rather u hit me, scold me now instead of giving me a cold shoulder.  My heart isnt too big, there is only 1 room inside and this room can only have a maximum of 2 person inside, 1 is me, i hope the other is really you.  Though i am not sure of how u feel now, but i have already put u into the room with me.  Today i really have no mood to do anything, simply do wat, fail wat.  The pictures of ur smile, the sound of ur laughter keeps flashing thro my mind, juz like an everlasting of powerpoint slides with all ur pictures on it.  How i wish ur right beside me.....  But no matter wat, i beg you don avoid me....

aft Love Confession

Today morning wasn't too happy, i wasn't able to sleep the whole night till 5 in the morning, twist and turn and all till 5 but something that shocked me is, i wasn't bored at all!  Maybe becoz i have Le Ern's photo right beside my bed.  I woke up at 8 and even felt that i had enof sleep!  I immediately log into my msn and facebook and starting smsing u.  I dunno if ur avoiding me but i really hope ur not, coz i notice now, only u are able to cheer me up! 

love reply calls!

sorry for the waiting to all guys, results is out and i guess some of u are super anxious of knowing who i love?  okok, results is out, she is le ern!!! million muax to you!!!

Results

Class position are out! quiet contented as i improve from 24-17. However, my target for the end of year is.....................................................................top 10!!!

Curious?

Oh my god, everyone is asking me who the person is ah.........the post on love, hahas.  I mean, so what if u guys know tho? But no matter wat, no matter if she accepts or rejects it, after i propose to __________ then i may consider posting it, stay tune hahas! 

Teachers day

Happy Teachers day

Love

I fell in love at the first sight of someone since feb this year.  After the common test, i don't know why but i just got a sudden urge to confess my feelings to her, however at the same time, i am really afraid that she will not accept it.  I doubt she had noticed but after the june holiday, i had been giving her clues and hints already.  Now, i think about her every single day and moment and she simply just cannot get out of my head, not even a second and the love is simply deepening really quick.  I think i am deeply in love.  When i see her, i feel very happy, elated till a state that i have never felt before.  On the other hand, when i am not with her, i feel really uncomfortable and the feeling is really unbearable.  Now, i got the courage to finally confess to her, but i do not have the courage to accept the fact if she really rejects me, i don't know if i am able to take it.  Should i confess to her or not?  Truthfully, i have never been put into such situation before and i am really feeling a loss of what to do.  Does she love me? I think the chance of me succeeding is maybe just 7%..........Should i or should i not? 

Results

Other than my history this time, i am quiet contented with my results this time.

Results

Although compared to last time, my science result has decreased but thankfully, it is still within my range of target! Regarding chinese, i am most elated to say that i got an A1 for it. I will continue to work hard and hope i can get better marks in future.

Love lost

The pain of breaking up sure makes me feel like i am lost in a forest once again. This time, it is due to trust. When u loss ur trust, u loss the reason and continueing the relationship never makes a sense anymore. I am feeling really down now but life must still go on. Will my love story ends here? I don't know and i hope it won't, not at all!

Long Lost

Sorry so long i did not post anything, got tired of something due to some reasons. But no worries, coz now i am back in action and better than ever!