Lost in no mans land

sometimes in life such things really get me very puzzled. i have totally no idea y such things will happen and y i reacted in such a way. sometimes i feel that i am doing quite well and i praise myself but everytime i does that, right aft that, a lot of things will seem to change, change to state whereby i hate myself to core. i juz dunno y i did those things, if u ask me if theres any reason for it i seriously dunno, maybe there is but i seriously dunno wats the reason. anyone out there if u know plz enlighten me. there are really a lot of things i am trying to improve but sometimes it juz gets really tough and i seriously need that time to improve. to some, yes i may look successful i may look great in front of crowd but so wat? if u ask me if i am happy i seriously am not, and its not that i hate life but its juz that the things i do... is there a way for me to behave like how i behave normally when with my friends around even infront of crowd? is there a way? yes there is but i seriously have no idea how either, plz someone out there teach me. sometimes things are juz hard to explain and no matter how much i do, the improvement seems to be in the air, juz like atoms which i can even feel them. Who is closer to me? kays i have a blood related brother but we arent that close coz we seldom talk for the fact that we seldom see each other, but wats worse is we seldom fight. nvm bout that but if u ask me whos my best friend i have a lot. i dunno how they feel but the ppl i simply love them to the max and will happen forever are my 2 sisters, i have never mind of telling them anything, and seriously its everything and anything. so long as they are willing to hear, i don mind telling them all, every single thing. no1 can replace them in my heart. one of them is my jie name Grace Lim while the other is my mei name Toh Jia Min:D

tiredy freen all the biasy

tsk tsk tsk. hmm have been quite some time since i posted something huh, wasnt that hard to get back to school life but has been a tiring one for me.  wont ask for much, juz ask for some more time for my sleep.  think its kinda time i do smth bout that tho.  Previously during council meeting, i finally got the idea.  I have no confident that i can please every single one of u but i promise to really try my best.  i have my reasons for doing a lot of things, even the things that i know aft i do it u guys will hate me, i force myself into doing it also.  Sorry but i believe my reason is a very good one.  I juz wanna erm thank ALICIA!!! :D hahas.  playing so many roles around me that sometimes makes me confuse oso hahas.  Really u lighten my job a lot and i really appreciate that. but thats not the main point, the main point is that day in class, the words u told me really knocked me awake. thankyous lots.  promise to try my best kays :D 

Dead beat no beat

Haiz has been a really tiring holiday this june.  Things are all packed together and i dont even have space to breathe some fresh air.  Well but i guess its also time for me to cheerup and look at even the brighter side.  Right now trying to get all the holiday hw done, and i guess this is my first time trying to chiong finish all the hw within 2 days hahas.  Shall try ta prevent this in future.  Oh ya and anyway, would like to once again wish my dear sis A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY.  A lot of things would have been a way big difference without you.  U made a big difference in my life, in a lot of others life too.  Hope all ur wishes comes true and anyw more things are coming up hahas.  Love you ttm sis. :) stay happy always

MY BIRTHDAY!!! ;D

heyo yo guys! wooohooooo today is my super duper birthday.  right but in a few mins time it marks the end of it alr, is alright, things that starts always ends.  Well, juz thankyous lots for the small party and celebration, thankyous everyone for all the well wishes be it thro sms, thro call, thro twitter or facebook or even thro face to face, thankyous guys lots to the max.  Also thankyou for all the present, u guys are the best :D Everything will be forever in my heart don worry :) thankyous

If only words can explain everything

It is really not easy to find a true and real direction and go with it for life, but sometimes juz out of a matter of rushing, we juz make do with any direction.  Sometimes its really easy to get lost in our life, but the thing that most of us would avoid is not to let someone say get lost to you.  Although thats only when u really get on someone nerves or u intrude too much, but thats the thing that most doesn't like to say or hear.  It is really alright to get lost in our life, because thats perfectly normal, but do most people really learn from their lost experience and get back on their feet and stand firm on their feet and never to get lost again.  It sounds easy but yet not easy, sound tough but yet not tough.  However, how many can actually do it?

OBS

yoyo sup to all! Back from OBS camp weeeeheeee, finally can be linked back to the world network again. Didnt post this immediately right after i come back from the OBS camp coz these few days am simply too tired and don have the time to do so.

K this is erm our group photo of our group, a part of team 2 echo which consist of both group Hillary and Nila Utama. I am from grp Utama. Our team members are:

• Azri
• Izdihar
• Mandy
• Jeslyn
• Farizuan
• Azman
• Marilyn
• Krisada
• Jocelyn
• Rebecca
• Syakila
• Syahfurah
• Ren Yi
• Cuiting
• Jia Hui
• Nazri

Finally last but not least Zhi Wei our trainer. Seriously this is one of the longest camp i have been to and yet it is the toughest but most enjoyable and memorable. Indeed i dont think anyone who went for this camp will sort of forget this camp at all, like wat the banner said at the jetty back at pulau ubin camp 2, "Theres something about OBS that stays with you for life". Much as indeed am concern, its totally true. For the 2e1'09 students, u guys should know the feeling of it when Mr Teo left PHSS, thats the feeling you get when we seperate from each other from the campsite. But really i have never regretted going to OBS despite its toughness and everything. It is all those bits and pieces that our team shared together that brought us all together. 2 students from each sch, no i should be saying 2 leaders from each sch and a total of 8 schs which means a total of 16 ppl coming together from diff backgrounds, diff schs forming a team together and got together, going thro thick and thin throughout the camp, doing things that we might not even get the chance to do with our closest friends forever juz like the land and sea expedition, smth that not everytime we will get a chance to do it. I mean is like so really very meaningful and helping each other to pull through all these is not smth that we can experience everyday.... But seriously this camp i would say its totally diff from a lot of camps becoz theres learning everywhere, learning when ur playing, learning when we are trekking, totally everywhere, kay maybe pang sai nv learn lor... Anywhere else oso have learning. And these learning points will really stay with us for life. Other details i guess i would save for those who went for this camp ya, for us to know hahas. There are more photos u guys can find them on fb but i lazy to upload ler hahas. So ya i bought quite a lot of stuff tho like a obs cap, obs key chain, 2 obs shirt and 1 obs shorts, wooohooo! And ya tho there are stilll a lot of things that i can say but then ya shall not go any further, and ya i sort of juz "renewed" my blog so ya rmb to tag ya ;D cya! And oya before i forget, thx to ALL NILA UTAMAIANS FOR EVERYTHING, LOVE YOU GUYS!

PHSS leadership camp 2010 by Trybe

WOW! juz came back from the leadership camp organised by the Trybe and i would say it is simply too awesome.  I didnt know that we could have such a fantastic camp in SCHOOL.   But really thx to the trybe team, but i think we will meet each other soon, juz now went to find Jeime (i think is liddat spell lah) and requested to join Trybe, look forward to working with all of u guys kay.  Learn really a lot from trybe team bout leadership and how to set up the camp fire.  Oso got the most dedicated camper award kay but i really didnt expect that.  I juz know that i have lost like 90% of my voice now becoz of all the cheerings ytd campfire night.  But i juz tot that it is really worth it lorh :) Mighty Ducky u guys are the best kays ;D  Kinda tired now i believe those who went for the camp knows all the details which i shall not go into that coz i am sorta tired now and i am oso lazy to say it all coz theres really tons which makes it like endless lolz.  I juz hope that all the leaders had fun ya.  So next coming camp is OBS camp , looking much forward to that weeeee! :D

Wee wee in sch

Wow now in sh with shandy waiting for xav,this itouch is so dam cool can,blogging using it now,nth much let!!bb

End oe^ exams

Woohoooo its finally the end of exams, end of part 1 misery.  Part 2 misery will be when we get back out results. Well nvm bout that, at least we don have to study and revise like crazy agn or have 4 whole periods of the same lesson in a day.  Well the exams... hmm papers some very difficult some still not that bad.  Bads hope no careless mistake,  phy hope i used the right formula? lolz.  Today went out with clique for a big big feast and to take the class tee. Seh boh now vary full leh... Haiz i tot gals are good at cooking, today they proved me wrong other than nic lolz.  Got some unglam photos tho, got time i will then post, for now, till then, bye then, cya peeps ;D

Naffa test

Wooo this weeks the naffa plus mye week. Oh well ytd was all the 5 elements while today is the 2.4 run.  lets take a look at the result

1. Shuttle run --> 10.53
2. Sit Ups --> 44
3. Standing broad jump --> 180
4. Sit and reach --> 49.5
5. Inclined pull up --> 28
6. 2.4 run --> 6th in position (timing dunno)

k lah overall soso but i failed that stupid standing broad jump, zzz.  Well done to all 3E1 students, was a great run at the 2.4.  Super well done to Sherry and Jerrick and Yao Kun, i guess all should know the reasons. k thats it really time is like running out, study and study is all that i care now coz MYE is here! K got to work supa hard alr, may only be able to post aft the MYE, till then peeps;D

sianzess

Now thought of it, MYE is on its way this week and naffa test running in too.  Sick and tired of having all the boring things all flooding in at the same time... kk not gonna say much, gonna rest soon and prepare for naffa test tmr, cya!

3E1 ;D

wooohoooo 3E1 ur awesome. Today had hand ball and captains ball competition for IFD.  Even tho our gals lost, but i think they did really well, i guess the class will be also very proud of u.  For the boys side, well done too at least we got third. tmr..............................

haiz shall say it some other time hahas

OH YA AND A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DOREEN;D

Goods new

Juz thought that this new song is kinda nice and meaningful but can't be found on mixpod lolz. guess is too new for it but nvm found it on youtube and its really meaningful. I guess thats wat most of the teens are thinking rite? Yea kinda true hahas and oya other than that, juz wanna tell u guys that i got 24/25 for e maths juz becoz i skipped one step, mr neo jealous of me becoz i can skip one step thats y minus rite... lolz jkjk haiz but not happy at all becoz the paper was kinda easy, don have the man zu gan hahas but well, at least it gives a nice profile on my report book for emath lolz. Juz now went to counsin's bday at kbox, wooohooo was fun, pool skills improve another level hahas. Anyw, happy bday;D freedom for u alr wor, i still have years to come hahas.

You would never really appreciate someone when they are around, you only realise their importance after they have left

Oh my goodness... ¬ today mr teo came back to phss. Though i do not know y he came back but he said it was for a meeting, no longer teaching here still have meeting here? kk that really puzzled me. Ya i think he purposely walk pass our classroom and when we notice him, everyone chiong towards him and the final destination was in the gents lolz. Everyone from 2e1'09 rushed to the toilets, poor gals can only stand outside to see hahas. But he was there to only wash hands hahas. After school went to the talk which miss thien wanted to talk to us and after that the excos went for exco meeting at 1t1 classroom. i remembered smth very vividly which is mr teo walked pass 1t1 classroom agn, woohoooo! I was shocked but we i wave and he came to the door there, i thought he wanted to come in so i say you can come in if you wan but he didnt. Then i tease him a little by getting the excos to stand and greet him hahas, he was like ok... good afternoon then he went to toilet agn, haiz saw him twice today and both he was going to the toilet hahas.Dunno lah , juz feel very happy with him around :)))))))))))) After that went to find him but realise he went off alr and the meeting has ended, haiz... Then went to talk to my gans, u know who u are and u know wat we talked about, no need me to say bah, was really a meaningful heart to heart talk or should i call it the heartS to heartS talk instead. After that went to find miss lee and discussed about the prom night and then went home.Thats all for today, omg i am missing mr teo agn, like so fast? haiz hope to see you soon mr teo, hope ur doing well, take care;D

Power of words

Recently i came across a song called power of love but was juz wondering y there isnt a song called power of words. Hmm shall be a nice song to write and could really means a lot. Everything and anything that happens under the sun and within the galaxy all comes back to one thing, words. Even the things u say comes back to words tho u do not physically see the words. If juz a simple word, well done and spur someone on as much as helping him succeed, arent words powerful? While words can be encouraging, also do not neglect the negative side effects of words. Words sometimes can be very much hurting too. Words are juz like drugs, sometimes ppl can spike them into ur drink and u have the drug substance in ur body even without u knowing. Sometimes ur own words can hurt others even without u knowing also, worse comes to worse is either people do not tell u so that u know or ppl are afraid to tell u simply becoz they scared u might not be able to take it. Sometimes ppl tend to ignore others advice and sometimes even scold someone who criticize them but in fact, ppl who criticize u are ppl who are helping u to realise ur mistake so that u can change for the better but some ppl simply juz ignore it. Have u even thought if we as human beings do not change for the better, wats the meaning of life? u will be stuck at a level forever and not improving at all. Tho it may be true that the truth sometimes may be pretty much hurting also, but it does have positive side effects on a long term period. Sometimes even heart felt words deep down in ppls' heart can be a form of collecting stamps too. However one important tasks that not many actually in fact knows how to do it correctly is how to remove these stamps in the right way and even put them to good use. Words are a bunch of scary creatures even when they appear online, that is y there is a form of cyber bully. Sometimes the things u post on the net, ppl may get rather hurt aft seeing it but how many would eventually tell u that they feel hurt coz of ur words? U juz got to be careful with ur words and eventually thats the only key to the gate of unhurting words. But frankly, which human being has never hurt anyone before with his/her words? So in fact we study so much bout bullying and cyber bully, the truth is everyone is a bully.

Investiture

Okay hip hip all;D Totally am officially an exco member of the student council alr. weeeee. k today i went up was really weird. i dunno wat u guys heard but this is wat i heard, not trying to zi wo an wei oso k... from the stage, left side clap and scream, right side no clap plus boo lolz. kk fine and haiz i missed out 2 sentence for the speech seh boh... Ya and fellow councillors juz to get prepared, u guys most likely wont get an easy time in council ;D

你。。。。。。。

你说你爱上了他 ，
把心全都给了他 ，
爱情就像一堆沙 ，
那不起也放不下 ，
你走的每个步伐 ，
真令我无法自拔 ，
因为我的心里只有你没有他。

c00l

0.o is 1.23AM now 0o nice no. but am not asleep yet and still have seminar tmr morning,zzz. That day went out for movie outing ya was pretty cool and starting to miss that toothless hahas. Well am seriously very fed up with my parents now......argh...
真是家家有本难念的经
Many say that i am so fortunate to have such a complete family or is it a misery to have a complete family. But at least am fortunate to have a good bro but seriously not my parents. Thinking that u are always right is 100% ridiculous coz ur humans too and u simply claim that u made no mistakes at all and refuse to admit to the fact that u will make mistakes. Trying to infute that everything i do is wrong simply irritates me to the end and max. I have tolerated all these nonsense for years and am so not going into centuries. Really feel like scolding that F word now but will i? kk wait and see. You claim that u guys know every single thing under the sun about me but u don even know wats my favourite colour. A very simple qns that all my friends if do not know the ans at least have a clue of it. And u dare to qns me y i am closer to my friends than to all of u? Freaking hell use ur brain to think of it would u be closer to someone who knows u or someone who don know u. Trying to infiltrate ur ideas into my mind doesnt help at all so give UP! Freaking pissed off. I am born this way and u guys should know that i am not the unreasonable sort. If u want to say no to a request, plz provide a solid reason if not do not even think bout saying the 2 letters NO becoz simply is a sure thing that i wont listen to all those crap. How come i cannot do this and ur ans to it is becoz i don like seeing u do this. Don like it? too bad simply juz too bad. Yes i admit to provide a solid reason that is able to shut my mouth and made no argues back at all is not an easy task but did u guys even try?! Throwing tanthrums at me when ur down and who do i throw them to? We are all humans and are u trying to imply that since u can do that on me when ur down, when i am down can i put it all out on u oso? U said this is smth wrong to do and yet u guys did it. U said not to follow ur foot steps but i am wearing the shoe u guys worn and how is that possible that i don follow ur foot steps? Sometimes all i need is juz a tap on the shoulder, a compliment or even juz a hug and where are all these coming from? my gans and friends. When i lose a competition u guys say ur so lousy cant even win k hitting me down fine and not even some encouraging words, FINE! And wat about when i win? u guys say juz a little shabby and lucky. HELLO?! Do u even know that words can oso kill someone thats y theres cyber bully. Ppl work hard for their goals, not count on luck to reach their goals. Success is a journey, not at all a destination. I do not need to lead a prosperous life like u guys said i need to, i juz need a caring and understanding parents. At times when i am down, it is my gans and my friends who were there for me, where were u guys? Asking if i have freaking completed my project? Yes i am under stress but who don? yes i do treat all these stress a my motivation, as smth to push me on but ur adding on to it? Having fuel to run the car is feasible but pouring excess fuel for the car do u think the car can even work?! Seriously don make me hate u guys to core, is smth i don wish to do.
K don talka bout all these alr, tmr have seminar then need go clinic then go cut hair somemore then come back home chiong all my hw. So long guys and thx to all my gans and friends who were always there for me, and super thx to those who actually notice i am faking a smile and face and know that i am down at that point of time. Looks like i needa work on my acting to put up fake smile ya;D

Sec3 camp

Backy from camp, wooohooo kinda cyko now hahas.  Really had fun with the class esp those 3 crazy guys and erhm.. hahas.  Played those acti which i had never had the chance to try before.  Thx to our 2 lovely facil amin and xiao hui, damn nice ppl:) Mrs Dan came even when she was ill, mr neo joined us in acti even tho he was like a bit scared hahas.  Found a buddha in our class, MR NEO!!!:) Walk while playing paintball for 2times and didnt got shot at all= = ytd slept like from 9 till now... still feeling tired hahas shall go sleep somemore lata, omg feela a pig hahas.  k lah but only the boys of e1 and e2 have air con, thats kinda unfair lah... The camp has ended... but i believe the memories will stay in our heart forever

HOOOO

Today hmmmmm, counted an happy occasion for me? Ya but i mean, there are ppl who were hoping and pray really hard for this to happen, there were oso ppl who were hoping the result would be smth else. Well but watever it is, decision has been made and so lets hope everyone will cooperate. Scolding has become my last resort i guess thats some sorta good news? hahas. To be low profile, i shall not say anything bout wat happen and if ur really so kpo and wanna find out, go ask around and u might easily find the answer to it but plz don come asking me lolz. Tried to hold my tears tho but well, i didnt go that smoothly. A very warm welcome to all our new councillors, must work hard wor:) And thx a lot and i really mean it thx a lot to all the sec4 councillors for setting up that stable and firm platform for us and for all ur service for the council, and i know all our fellow councillors would not disappoint u, so erm yi lu shun feng bah:)Shall end it here, gonna continue with my hw hahas,cya guys

Dreaded with exams

haiz totally flunk my ct.  starting my blog with a haiz agn... hate it max max... sad sad with results... k fine i pass my chi which i expected to fail, but still is at border line........

Eng: 31/50

Chi:31/55

Amath: 8/25

Emath:23/25

Bio:17/40

haiz totally tio drained by all these results. But there are more misery to come tmr esp when it comes to my humans and phy,chem is another scary one... Really not used to so many subjects lor... time time time is what i need to get back into the pace... Sometimes things juz doesnt seems right but wrong things sometimes do also comes with a little surprise isnt it? Today wyn came to ask me donate... kk my recess is gone hahas howya gonna thank me for that? lolz jkjk. Hope u raised that money soon:) Tmr gonna go for that body world thingy... i gonna miss my training... tmr hes coming and i am not.. haiz 1 less day to train my hua mian with chang jiao lu.  Juz cleared the flooding of ct and next to come is the speech day but am so looking forward to it becoz the goh is......... hahas:) so long

Bored

Feeling kinda bored now at this point whereby a lot of ppl around me are having supa lot of problems with relationships now haiz... K nvm decided to help a little by letting gals know a bit about guys more? Erm may be a bit insulting to either parties so if u scared or smth can choose not to read, no1 is forcing u here kay so don come telling or scolding me this or that isnt true and insulting. i've warned u alr. Juz some small little things that will happened and wat it ACTUALLY MEANS and how should gals actually react in the CORRECT WAYS from my point of perspective to supa lot of gals and guys(but not all) :P

1. If a guy only has a blog aft he got to know u, he created the blog for u
2. If there are days whereby a gal the guys likes is staying back in sch, and always on these days the guys would appear in sch and when asked y, he would say hes staying back for nothing but in fact hes waiting for the gal.
3. If a guy suddenly becomes very cold to his gans but he has no probs with his gans at all, he has fallen in love.
4. If a guy can joke well, and if he is able to make the gal he love keep on laughing, and the gal keeps on laughing at the joke altho some of them are a bit lame and stupid, in the guys perspective, the gal is trying to say that she has feelings for that guy too and give some sorta permission for the guy and waiting for the guy to propose his love.
5. When a guy keeps on going to a gals blog or facebook to see wat she writes, hes trying to get to know the gal better but has no courage to ask or get to know more bout her face to face.
6. If a guy hates smth but the gal he likes simply love this smth to the max, he will try all means and ways to get himself to love this smth and if is like a performing art or sports or hobby, he will adopt it and love it more than the gal likes this smth. If a gal love the guy too, she will start to teach him bout this smth, if she has no feelings bout this guy but has a hope there coz she know the guy loves her deeply, she is willing to give this guy a chance, she will watch closely(monitor indirectly) of this guys progress, if this gal hates this guy so much, she will try all means and ways to change this smth that she likes a bout.
7. If a guy keeps changing target, u can love this guy but will be dangerous and becareful of the things he does or say
8. If a gals life suddenly turns very smooth and she knows that is becoz of someone but she does not know who this someone is who is helping her silently, there is a 95% chance is the guy that loves her.
9. If a guy loves a gal, he will try to use all means to look into her bag or her personal stuffs like hp to get to know her lifestyle more and if the gal allow the guy to look or didnt really say no as in take away that smth from him, instead juz like keep back the things he takes out, shes juz shy but in the guys view, the gal is allowing him to enter her world.
10. There is no end in getting to know a gal well becoz a gals heart and how she thinks is complicated, but but but, how a gal thinks and how she feels bout things are very hard to change so keep trying guys altho when u know 70% of her shes has 100% for u to know and when u know 170% bout her, theres 200% for u to know but keep trying is always correct. If a guy says he understand this gal very well, then hes actually lieing but at least it is a white lie and hes trying to make the gal feel secure tho to a gal it doesnt help much at all. Usually in a relationship whether this guy is with this gal or not, the gal usually knows much more of the guy than the guy knowing this gal but the worst things for guys to do is to assume to know an ans when the gal asked smth so guys, plz don do that. And when a guy starts to say i love u to this gal without looking into her eyes, the love in the guy is fading. If a guy is a person who sticks to a gal for long and his love is very hard to change, the only time he gives up is when he loves another gal but usually will be a misery for this particular guy becoz theres a supa high chance he has fallen into 2 gals at one time and really hard for him to make a choice, but at this time, to a guy, it is most welcomed to him that one of the gal steps in to help him make up his decision. In some cases, the party's gans knows him or her better, so can get to know him or her from his or her gans too. To all couples and steads or watever u guys wanna call it, do not appear to others that both of u are the most perfect couple becoz somehow, this relationship wont last if u guys do this but plz do not also appear to others that ur relationship is bout to fall. ppl usually says when a relationship is broken, the gal will be hurt more becoz usually shes cares more but in fact, no matter y the relationship breaks, the guys hurts as much as the gal somehow but he will still put up a strong front in front of others(char of guys) but they feel supa miserable when they are alone becoz thats when he will actually cry. For others, to test whether this guy or gal really loves him or her, can test by "suaning" them deeply and if they appear that they don really care bout others stupid comments, they love each other very deeply.

Hope this helps to everyone and there will be more coming up on upcoming posts, goods things are worth waiting kay hahas jkjk. Feel free to comment on these but plz don tag my tag board until it doesnt at all look like a tag board lolz. Hopes all these helps and wish all couples last:)

EOCT

Finally is the End Of all the Common Tests, i think i gonna flunk a lot of subjects or literally all? At least i hope not but am scared still. Today marks the end of 1st part of misery of the year and the 1st part start of break. Wooohoooo. Today stayed back aft sch for the speech day rehearsal for the tt performance we doing, kinda a bit stupid hahas tho is meaningful. Then it was a supa heavy downpour, so ate a little here and there and everyone from ALL OVER THE WORLD cope hahahas. Aft that Xav and gang went le. Then mouth fought with shawn hahas was funny and everyone around us was like laughing out their stomach. Elise even asked ben liang to join but he ran away at the sight of me and shawn gaying hahas. Literally cracked jokes for everyone to smile for like hours? hahas. Well to say the truth, thats my true self but is oso one side of me which i seldom shows in school. Those who are really close to me should know y hor... hahas. And then found out that (Elise = water-bottle phobiac)--- log both sides to get the ans hahahas, jkjk. And shawn, phobia of playing basketball in or right aft the rain when the floor is wet hahas. Then walked home together with shawn, hahas feels so great and happy being my ownself. Next fri most likely going to sph for a feast hahas no lah juz to eat smth slightly better? hahas but really miss childaid ppl and volunteers, had so much fun together that time, woohoo hope to cya guys there kay, hope u guys are doing well:)

It will come

Haiz, sometimes i actually really wonder why do i have to start my post with a sigh hahas. kay nvm bout that. Ytd went to presby for training, aft that went to trim my hair juz to get thro this coming mon hair check lolz. Aft that went to TP safra to sign up for that tt competition during the march holis to expose myself to more pro ppl and to keep myself busy hahas. Juz finished my dinner and i still have some undone hw and chi spelling haven finish learning yet and now revising all my sci... Manz chem is killing me and tmr's prac, i wont how am i going to survive it oso. Common test week is right in front of me and i don feel that kinda secure feeling that i will survive thro this common test actually. But one thing for sure, i am going all out for this common test, reason being i cant afford to keep on getting such border line marks alr, i really cant. Time to PIAH! K now going to get back to more hw and revising, good luck to all for the common test, cya!:-D

This is from fb:

Your view on yourself:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are down-to-earth

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :People like you because you are so straightforward

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both si

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are a true romantic

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :When you are in love

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will do anything

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Everything to keep your love true

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that pe

The seriousness of your love:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :So you will find yourself with plenty of dates

Your views on education:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Education is less important than the real world out there

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Away from the classroom

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Deep inside you want to start working

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Earning money

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Living on your own

The right job for you:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You're a practical person

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Will choose a secure job with a steady income

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Knowing what you like to do is important

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Find a regular job doing just that

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You'll be set for life

How do you view success:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Nothing will stop you from trying

What are you most afraid of:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of things that you cannot control

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentines day

Haiz today been a super boring day. Didnt do much at home juz did a little of the hw and then surf net then sleep then juz keep repeating. Haiz supa boling.... Now watching some sorta show. Signing off with my childrens' photo:) Eugene lao da,jia xi lao er, joanne lao san:-D Love my family to lots max! Happy chinese new year and valentines day to everyone:) May all wishes come true:-D

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentines day

Haiz super long never post le. Apology to all have been really busy with a lot of school work and test arent going as smoothly as sec2 at all. Today celebrated cny at Phss and ushered Mr Hong around. Was happy and surprised that Mr Teo came back for us:) After which rushed to fvps to see their performance, when i reached, was alr having the lion dance hahas. Their teachers sang for them, our teacher did a skit for us hahas. Cui family:-D Thx to jiaqi and jas for ur gift wor:) And finally, happy chinese new year to everyone and valentines day. heres a family photo as a sign off:)

Ti Tie Tied Tired

Been so long and yet i do not even have the time to on my com at all..... Sec3 life is really a big gap from sec2's, esp when ur taking so many subjects, the teachers simply juz flood you with all the hw. Didnt the moe said must learn more do less? hahas but seriously the hw is like crazy... So many things happened since the last time i blogged oso... Juz had the interview on wed which was erm not long ago i guess coz there is another one coming up, everyone says they screwed up the whole thing and the questions they ask simply juz hurts every single one of us, same here oso... haiz. kk so long, need get back to that tons and tons of hw agn...

It was only ytd bout that msg, but u haven replied me yet, really wish i can read ur feelings...

Orientation camp

Wow is like errr the camp simply rawkz man! ya it ended ytd in the library with some debrief and so on. And then like the telematch we minus from 5 games to 3 games, no choice ya coz we have to keep to the timing. And ya to all the leaders, sec3s u guys simply is damn high lolz, but i felt that it was very okay as it is a camp and u guys at least know when to stop. Sec2s some of u are simply too shy to talk lolz but nvm, this year will be like a warm up year for u guys, get prepared for next year lolz. Really special thx to the sec4s and the graduates, tho there were like a lot of problems but ya u guys did help a lot and ya u guys were oso part of us who were responsible for making the camp a success. Ya but overall, u guys still deserve the applause for doing so well. And wat miss faizah said, leaders and esp sec2s plz take note ya, plz do not make the mistake again next year. This coming still have bbq hahas. Today like my 1st day in the class and havent seen like the devil of the teachers yet but ya, felt relieved when the teachers we got were reasonable ones. And now like have wow, tons of hw lah... And the stress simply is juz piling up, council, table tennis, class committee(wonder who sabo me) and FVPS alumni youth wing. Juz hope that i can still cope with studies with all these things lah, k so long, needa go do my hw alr, cya:-D