Dreaded with exams

haiz totally flunk my ct.  starting my blog with a haiz agn... hate it max max... sad sad with results... k fine i pass my chi which i expected to fail, but still is at border line........

Eng: 31/50

Chi:31/55

Amath: 8/25

Emath:23/25

Bio:17/40

haiz totally tio drained by all these results. But there are more misery to come tmr esp when it comes to my humans and phy,chem is another scary one... Really not used to so many subjects lor... time time time is what i need to get back into the pace... Sometimes things juz doesnt seems right but wrong things sometimes do also comes with a little surprise isnt it? Today wyn came to ask me donate... kk my recess is gone hahas howya gonna thank me for that? lolz jkjk. Hope u raised that money soon:) Tmr gonna go for that body world thingy... i gonna miss my training... tmr hes coming and i am not.. haiz 1 less day to train my hua mian with chang jiao lu.  Juz cleared the flooding of ct and next to come is the speech day but am so looking forward to it becoz the goh is......... hahas:) so long

Bored

Feeling kinda bored now at this point whereby a lot of ppl around me are having supa lot of problems with relationships now haiz... K nvm decided to help a little by letting gals know a bit about guys more? Erm may be a bit insulting to either parties so if u scared or smth can choose not to read, no1 is forcing u here kay so don come telling or scolding me this or that isnt true and insulting. i've warned u alr. Juz some small little things that will happened and wat it ACTUALLY MEANS and how should gals actually react in the CORRECT WAYS from my point of perspective to supa lot of gals and guys(but not all) :P

1. If a guy only has a blog aft he got to know u, he created the blog for u
2. If there are days whereby a gal the guys likes is staying back in sch, and always on these days the guys would appear in sch and when asked y, he would say hes staying back for nothing but in fact hes waiting for the gal.
3. If a guy suddenly becomes very cold to his gans but he has no probs with his gans at all, he has fallen in love.
4. If a guy can joke well, and if he is able to make the gal he love keep on laughing, and the gal keeps on laughing at the joke altho some of them are a bit lame and stupid, in the guys perspective, the gal is trying to say that she has feelings for that guy too and give some sorta permission for the guy and waiting for the guy to propose his love.
5. When a guy keeps on going to a gals blog or facebook to see wat she writes, hes trying to get to know the gal better but has no courage to ask or get to know more bout her face to face.
6. If a guy hates smth but the gal he likes simply love this smth to the max, he will try all means and ways to get himself to love this smth and if is like a performing art or sports or hobby, he will adopt it and love it more than the gal likes this smth. If a gal love the guy too, she will start to teach him bout this smth, if she has no feelings bout this guy but has a hope there coz she know the guy loves her deeply, she is willing to give this guy a chance, she will watch closely(monitor indirectly) of this guys progress, if this gal hates this guy so much, she will try all means and ways to change this smth that she likes a bout.
7. If a guy keeps changing target, u can love this guy but will be dangerous and becareful of the things he does or say
8. If a gals life suddenly turns very smooth and she knows that is becoz of someone but she does not know who this someone is who is helping her silently, there is a 95% chance is the guy that loves her.
9. If a guy loves a gal, he will try to use all means to look into her bag or her personal stuffs like hp to get to know her lifestyle more and if the gal allow the guy to look or didnt really say no as in take away that smth from him, instead juz like keep back the things he takes out, shes juz shy but in the guys view, the gal is allowing him to enter her world.
10. There is no end in getting to know a gal well becoz a gals heart and how she thinks is complicated, but but but, how a gal thinks and how she feels bout things are very hard to change so keep trying guys altho when u know 70% of her shes has 100% for u to know and when u know 170% bout her, theres 200% for u to know but keep trying is always correct. If a guy says he understand this gal very well, then hes actually lieing but at least it is a white lie and hes trying to make the gal feel secure tho to a gal it doesnt help much at all. Usually in a relationship whether this guy is with this gal or not, the gal usually knows much more of the guy than the guy knowing this gal but the worst things for guys to do is to assume to know an ans when the gal asked smth so guys, plz don do that. And when a guy starts to say i love u to this gal without looking into her eyes, the love in the guy is fading. If a guy is a person who sticks to a gal for long and his love is very hard to change, the only time he gives up is when he loves another gal but usually will be a misery for this particular guy becoz theres a supa high chance he has fallen into 2 gals at one time and really hard for him to make a choice, but at this time, to a guy, it is most welcomed to him that one of the gal steps in to help him make up his decision. In some cases, the party's gans knows him or her better, so can get to know him or her from his or her gans too. To all couples and steads or watever u guys wanna call it, do not appear to others that both of u are the most perfect couple becoz somehow, this relationship wont last if u guys do this but plz do not also appear to others that ur relationship is bout to fall. ppl usually says when a relationship is broken, the gal will be hurt more becoz usually shes cares more but in fact, no matter y the relationship breaks, the guys hurts as much as the gal somehow but he will still put up a strong front in front of others(char of guys) but they feel supa miserable when they are alone becoz thats when he will actually cry. For others, to test whether this guy or gal really loves him or her, can test by "suaning" them deeply and if they appear that they don really care bout others stupid comments, they love each other very deeply.

Hope this helps to everyone and there will be more coming up on upcoming posts, goods things are worth waiting kay hahas jkjk. Feel free to comment on these but plz don tag my tag board until it doesnt at all look like a tag board lolz. Hopes all these helps and wish all couples last:)

EOCT

Finally is the End Of all the Common Tests, i think i gonna flunk a lot of subjects or literally all? At least i hope not but am scared still. Today marks the end of 1st part of misery of the year and the 1st part start of break. Wooohoooo. Today stayed back aft sch for the speech day rehearsal for the tt performance we doing, kinda a bit stupid hahas tho is meaningful. Then it was a supa heavy downpour, so ate a little here and there and everyone from ALL OVER THE WORLD cope hahahas. Aft that Xav and gang went le. Then mouth fought with shawn hahas was funny and everyone around us was like laughing out their stomach. Elise even asked ben liang to join but he ran away at the sight of me and shawn gaying hahas. Literally cracked jokes for everyone to smile for like hours? hahas. Well to say the truth, thats my true self but is oso one side of me which i seldom shows in school. Those who are really close to me should know y hor... hahas. And then found out that (Elise = water-bottle phobiac)--- log both sides to get the ans hahahas, jkjk. And shawn, phobia of playing basketball in or right aft the rain when the floor is wet hahas. Then walked home together with shawn, hahas feels so great and happy being my ownself. Next fri most likely going to sph for a feast hahas no lah juz to eat smth slightly better? hahas but really miss childaid ppl and volunteers, had so much fun together that time, woohoo hope to cya guys there kay, hope u guys are doing well:)

It will come

Haiz, sometimes i actually really wonder why do i have to start my post with a sigh hahas. kay nvm bout that. Ytd went to presby for training, aft that went to trim my hair juz to get thro this coming mon hair check lolz. Aft that went to TP safra to sign up for that tt competition during the march holis to expose myself to more pro ppl and to keep myself busy hahas. Juz finished my dinner and i still have some undone hw and chi spelling haven finish learning yet and now revising all my sci... Manz chem is killing me and tmr's prac, i wont how am i going to survive it oso. Common test week is right in front of me and i don feel that kinda secure feeling that i will survive thro this common test actually. But one thing for sure, i am going all out for this common test, reason being i cant afford to keep on getting such border line marks alr, i really cant. Time to PIAH! K now going to get back to more hw and revising, good luck to all for the common test, cya!:-D

This is from fb:

Your view on yourself:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are down-to-earth

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :People like you because you are so straightforward

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both si

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are a true romantic

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :When you are in love

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will do anything

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Everything to keep your love true

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that pe

The seriousness of your love:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :So you will find yourself with plenty of dates

Your views on education:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Education is less important than the real world out there

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Away from the classroom

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Deep inside you want to start working

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Earning money

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Living on your own

The right job for you:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You're a practical person

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Will choose a secure job with a steady income

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Knowing what you like to do is important

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Find a regular job doing just that

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You'll be set for life

How do you view success:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Nothing will stop you from trying

What are you most afraid of:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of things that you cannot control

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentines day

Haiz today been a super boring day. Didnt do much at home juz did a little of the hw and then surf net then sleep then juz keep repeating. Haiz supa boling.... Now watching some sorta show. Signing off with my childrens' photo:) Eugene lao da,jia xi lao er, joanne lao san:-D Love my family to lots max! Happy chinese new year and valentines day to everyone:) May all wishes come true:-D

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentines day

Haiz super long never post le. Apology to all have been really busy with a lot of school work and test arent going as smoothly as sec2 at all. Today celebrated cny at Phss and ushered Mr Hong around. Was happy and surprised that Mr Teo came back for us:) After which rushed to fvps to see their performance, when i reached, was alr having the lion dance hahas. Their teachers sang for them, our teacher did a skit for us hahas. Cui family:-D Thx to jiaqi and jas for ur gift wor:) And finally, happy chinese new year to everyone and valentines day. heres a family photo as a sign off:)

Ti Tie Tied Tired

Been so long and yet i do not even have the time to on my com at all..... Sec3 life is really a big gap from sec2's, esp when ur taking so many subjects, the teachers simply juz flood you with all the hw. Didnt the moe said must learn more do less? hahas but seriously the hw is like crazy... So many things happened since the last time i blogged oso... Juz had the interview on wed which was erm not long ago i guess coz there is another one coming up, everyone says they screwed up the whole thing and the questions they ask simply juz hurts every single one of us, same here oso... haiz. kk so long, need get back to that tons and tons of hw agn...

It was only ytd bout that msg, but u haven replied me yet, really wish i can read ur feelings...

Orientation camp

Wow is like errr the camp simply rawkz man! ya it ended ytd in the library with some debrief and so on. And then like the telematch we minus from 5 games to 3 games, no choice ya coz we have to keep to the timing. And ya to all the leaders, sec3s u guys simply is damn high lolz, but i felt that it was very okay as it is a camp and u guys at least know when to stop. Sec2s some of u are simply too shy to talk lolz but nvm, this year will be like a warm up year for u guys, get prepared for next year lolz. Really special thx to the sec4s and the graduates, tho there were like a lot of problems but ya u guys did help a lot and ya u guys were oso part of us who were responsible for making the camp a success. Ya but overall, u guys still deserve the applause for doing so well. And wat miss faizah said, leaders and esp sec2s plz take note ya, plz do not make the mistake again next year. This coming still have bbq hahas. Today like my 1st day in the class and havent seen like the devil of the teachers yet but ya, felt relieved when the teachers we got were reasonable ones. And now like have wow, tons of hw lah... And the stress simply is juz piling up, council, table tennis, class committee(wonder who sabo me) and FVPS alumni youth wing. Juz hope that i can still cope with studies with all these things lah, k so long, needa go do my hw alr, cya:-D

Happy new year!:-D

Thank you a lot to mr and mrs teo for everything, even invited us to ur house and made cake and jelly for us. It is now 2010, a new year... Keep the memories you have in 2009 in ur heart forever and throw and forget those bad memories and move on to a new chapter of ur life, 2010. I wish everyone better studies, better business and better in everything in a new year, may everything be successful in 2010:-D My new year resolution is to bring a smile to everyone and anyone always. Next below are individual messages to individual ppl and groups, theres really a lot so if i miss out anyone or any group am really sorry ya:-D Only the 1st one is according to rank, others isnt ya so do not misunderstood.

YOU (infinite amount of ♥♥♥): Hope you won't be angry, but would like to take this chance to tell you, i still love you and i am still waiting... rmb this > :-D

Chris kor: thank you for everything throughout the year, though there are a lot of fights but we are still brothers, with blood relationship, and always brothers forever, love you♥♥♥

Grace jie: Put up a smile for a little while, your the one who was there when i needed someone to talk to, thank you. Don't think too much about that anymore, may you get super good results in your O levels, love you jie♥♥♥

Nicole mei: The one whom i was with in the same school since p1 and been close to since p4 and next year going to be in the same class as you once again, really looking forward to it, i will always be your kor and always be there for you when you need me, love you mei♥♥♥

Chuting mei: Thanks for the accompanying all the time and everything that you made me up. Messaging till very late at night also made our relationship closer, may your studies be better next year, anything come ask kor, will always be there for you, love you mei♥♥♥

Caralyn mei: I don't know why even if we do not talk that much to each other, my relationship with you seems as close as compared to other gans too, work hard on your studies, kor will be cheering for you, love you mei♥♥♥

Shirlyn niece: I don't know why you so like to call me uncle sissy but erm i don't mind, just that can don't call me that when there is a lot of people around? Hahas, love you too♥♥

Jerald niece: Stop being that whatever gay boy wonder thing, be a real man!

Jingxuan niece: Thanks for everything that you brought to me, you are one of the closest niece i have, work hard on your studies next year wor, make sure if you have stead it doesn't affect your studies ah, love you♥♥

Anis mei: Sadly we are not in the same class next year, but thanks for all the comfort that you have given me throughout the years, but also remember to work hard on your studies and kor will always be there for you, love you♥♥♥

Si dang middle group: You guys should know who you are lah , don't need me to name out, almost all of us will be in the same class next year, so let's work hard on the studies together and strive and rulez and rockz the O levels during our year. Thanks for everything you guys have made a changed on me(positive change), shared jokes and laughters together and have fun together. Hope this si dang will never break,friends forever, love all of you♥♥♥

Student council: May all the coming events like the orientation camp on 2010 be a super duper successful one and may you guys be happy in the council:-D love you guys!!!♥♥

Table tennis- phss: Lets at least bring back a third placing back on the coming competition together!

Fernvale pri sch: Wish all students good in their studies forever and esp the tennis team to make the school proud and hope the prefectorial board will wake up and thanks to all the teachers who taught me when i was in pri sch:-D

Class 2E1'09: You guys really rockz man, thanks for everything and changes you made on me. Though there were fights and quarrels at times but it always goes back to a point whereby we are friends again. Remember to still keep in contact THIS year and never break the link between our hearts. Remember, once a 2e1-rian, always a 2e1-rian. Loves you guys soooooo much! May all your wishes come true:-D♥♥♥

Happy birthday nicolez

Happy bday to nicole, finally 14 huh. hehes hope you like the cake. Had a hard time getting it lolz but nvm, ya juz hope u like it. Today went to school for table tennis session, aft that tot got stapling job to do, in the end mr teh say no more lolz. nvm. Then went to eat at cp with the accompany of nic and anis, thx a lot ya, then got 2 unknown ppl come lolz, unknown to me but not to nic lah lolz. Ya then now at home lor... still need do dunno wat food preference thing lolz. Tmr going to mr teo's house, really looking forward to that. Sigh.... Holis is ending and i havent touch my hw yet, that eng hw is really damn difficult, cant even find one lor. And the orientation camp is coming, really excited about it, welcome sec1s kiddos hahas. Anyway, oya congraz to that erm mr tan (jamin) and Miss neo (cherlyn), next year don forget ang pao hor and wish u have a baby soon, but if possible have it in 2 years time lolz. hahas k gotta be busy with work now, cya guys, till then...:-D

Some has found out about it, and i do not mind much though. I only know that i love you and thats that. Even if theres a test to put me into it, i awaits it and will do everything i can to complete it.:-D